Woken up to the void..
Just like I have seen in my dreams.
So real I wasn't even able to feel the distance.
Between one way and another
I know there's something
Telling me to choose the supposedly right one.
If only I coud hear it..

This place...
Is this where I am indeed
Or just where I wish to be?
I have stuck.
Behind the door of tomorrow I am afraid
To find myself in a dead end..
A trap of mine
I fall into everytime I try to get away.
And now I really do...

All I have left is this moment.
Lack of sleep and a lighter
Pretending a friend.
Hardly perceptible trembling...
I look aroud and I wonder how many times
Will I hurt myself again before I finally realise
It's just nothing but delusion...

Isn't it?